Closer

So not that much is new. I see Nikolai...a...lot. And we get a chance to talk quite a bit. We met up with each other yesterday at a birthday party. I mingled with other people for sure, met new people, and ran into a couple of people I know, but at some point, he and I got into a conversation about a bunch of different things, from the serious to the mundane and silly. I think that we were so into it that it was almost as if no one else existed. Then today I saw him at the school, and he borrowed one of my favorite mixed CDs.

Sometime yesterday or the other day, I realized that since he's been back in the States, we have seen each other a lot and we've talked a lot. I also feel really, really comfortable around him and with him. It's like we're on the fast track to being good friends, and that is absolutely awesome, because he's really a neat person, he's trustworthy, and I feel that we accept each other for who we are. At the same time, I get the sense that he feels something towards me. I'm not sure to what extent or what it all means. But it's really cool...I like the way things are.